Like a Wheel, but Turning Slower
Linda Ronstadt Discusses Her Memoir and Parkinson’s
Peter DaSilva for The New York Times
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By SAM TANENHAUS
Published: August 28, 2013
SAN FRANCISCO — The first thing to know about Linda Ronstadt is that if you ring the bell at her home here, on a sedate street with views of the ocean, she’ll answer the door herself. At least she did on a recent Monday morning.
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She wore a pink hoodie and jeans, her short dark hair framing the oval face that ornamented album and magazine covers throughout the 1970s and ‘80s, when Ms. Ronstadt was rock ‘n’ roll’s biggest and most alluring female star, with albums like “Heart Like a Wheel” and “Living in the U.S.A.” that helped define the polished music of her era.
In the living room, near the Yamaha baby grand, Ms. Ronstadt settled into a chair, rested her white high-top sneakers on an ottoman and discussed her new book, “Simple Dreams: A Musical Memoir,” which is being published this month.
In recent years, Ms. Ronstadt has drawn more attention for her outspoken politics, decidedly liberal, than for her music. Full of opinions — don’t get her started on current immigration law — she pours them forth in a fluent, hyper-articulate rush.
But for many, she remains her generation’s premier female pop vocalist, and they wonder why she hasn’t released an album since 2006 or appeared in concert since her mariachi show in 2009. For a trouper like Ms. Ronstadt, a steady presence for 40 years, silence so prolonged must have a reason. True, she is 67, but age hasn’t stopped contemporaries like Bob Dylan, Neil Young and Emmylou Harris.
“I can’t do it, because of my health,” Ms. Ronstadt said. “I have Parkinson’s.” (The news was first reported in the AARP Magazine online on Aug. 23.) She held out a slightly trembling hand. Her vocal cords are also affected. “I can’t sing at all,” she said, matter-of-factly. “I’m truly not able. I can’t sing ‘Happy Birthday,’ really.”
She had been aware for more than a decade that something was wrong, but those closest to her suspected it might be just another instance of the performance anxiety for which she is well known. “You can sing,” her former manager and longtime producer, Peter Asher, remembered telling her. “You’re crazy. Don’t be insecure.” But, as usual, he added, “Linda was right.” She got the news in June. Fearful of doctors, she had put off going to a neurologist until a guitarist friend, observing the unsteady hands, said she must go. “I never in a million years thought I had Parkinson’s, not in a million years,” she said. “Now I don’t know what to do. I have to find a support group. I have to call Michael Pollan. He’s responsible for all this.” (Mr. Pollan, the brother-in-law of Michael J. Fox, who also has Parkinson’s, said Ms. Ronstadt has not discussed her illness with him.)
By “all this” she meant not her health, but the book, which was completed before doctors confirmed that she has Parkinson’s. “I never wanted to write a book,” she said. “I never wanted anyone else to write a book. I thought, ‘Let it end when it ends.’ ” She also wasn’t sure she was up to the task. A voracious reader who can quote Henry James verbatim, Ms. Ronstadt has, if anything, too much respect for the written word. But at dinner one night, Mr. Pollan, the journalist and author, urged her to reconsider. She told him: “I don’t have any craft. I don’t have any skill. And he said everybody has at least one good story in them that they can pull out.”
There was another fact to weigh, her dwindling savings. Ms. Ronstadt released many albums but wrote very few songs, so her royalty checks are small. “Writers make all the money,” she said. Her most memorable hits — “You’re No Good,” “Heart Like a Wheel,” “Blue Bayou” — were written by others. “I was making good money when I was touring,” she said. But now “I just can’t do it.”
“I can’t make one note,” she said. “I have a hard time calling the cab at night.”
And so a book, and the advance it would bring, began to make sense. Ms. Ronstadt read Plácido Domingo’s memoir and Rosanne Cash’s, and liked both. She also liked Keith Richards’s “Life” (she’s in it) and was impressed by how well his co-writer, James Fox, captured his voice. But her own meeting with a prospective collaborator didn’t work: “I knew I would never give him any information. I’m too good at dodging questions.”
Instead, she wrote the book herself. She expected Jonathan Karp, her editor at Simon & Schuster, to demand to see pages and chapters along the way. She was wrong. “He said, ‘Let me know when you have a manuscript.’ I said, ‘What?’ ” Ms. Ronstadt recalled, howling with laughter. “A manuscript! I was shocked.”
But now it’s done, and instead of a concert tour, she’ll sign books in cities where she once filled arenas: Boston, Washington, Los Angeles, San Francisco, Seattle and Portland, Ore. In New York, she’ll be interviewed at the 92nd Street Y by her good friend John Rockwell, the former music critic and editor for The New York Times, who was among the first to recognize that Ms. Ronstadt was an artist of rare intelligence, taste and discipline whose meticulous phrasings uncovered psychological depth in even the sparest country ballads.
“Simple Dreams” is less an autobiography than an artist’s bildungsroman. She recalls her musical journey phase by phase, beginning with her childhood in the Sonora desert. She grew up with three siblings on a ranch outside Tucson, where her father owned a hardware store and the Ronstadts, a musical family of mixed Anglo-Mexican heritage, were socially prominent. Ms. Ronstadt was a debutante, a “junior patroness” of the Tucson symphony.
But the desert air was saturated with other sounds pouring out of the radio and coffeehouse microphones. At 18, with $30 from her father, she went to Los Angeles and two years later recorded her first hit, the anti-torch song “Different Drum,” with its teasing harpsichord and undertow of “longing and yearning,” in Ms. Ronstadt’s description, in conversation, of the theme that would inform so much of her work in the decades to come. “I’m not ready for any person, place or thing/to try and pull the reins in on me,” Ms. Ronstadt tartly admonishes the besotted “boy who wants to love only me.”
She had already outgrown her first band, the Stone Poneys, and in the next years flitted from one persona to the next — country singer, folk hippie, soft-rock crooner — diligently refining her voice, with its huge dynamics and complex tonalities. So subtle an instrument did it become that the audio innovator George Massenburg would sometimes ask Ms. Ronstadt to sing a few notes, which he then used to evaluate the latest magnetic tapes. But for Ms. Ronstadt it all began with the song, with “the narrative,” and the search for fresh material that would break through the clichés of lost love. In the memoir, she recalls sharing a cab with the singer-songwriter Jerry Jeff Walker after a night of music in Greenwich Village. Mr. Walker, his face “scarcely visible,” sang the first verse of “Heart Like a Wheel,” a ballad he’d heard the Canadian sisters Kate and Anna McGarrigle sing at a folk festival. The lyric began with raw emotions but seasoned them with metaphor — the wheel that when it bends can’t be mended — and a plaintive question, “What I can’t understand/Oh please God hold my hand/ Why it had to happen to me?”
Here was a story that could be sung but also interpreted. “I felt like a bomb had exploded in my head,” Ms. Ronstadt writes.
Other songwriters were emerging too — Karla Bonoff, Jackson Browne, J. D. Souther, Warren Zevon — many of them living in Southern California. Gram Parsons, a prodigy from the Deep South by way of Harvard, was on the scene as well. A new country-inflected sound, sentimental but sophisticated, was taking shape, its refined instrumentation honed in clubs like the Ash Grove and the Troubadour and then burnished in the studio.
Ms. Ronstadt was its muse and signature performer, especially after the drummer Russ Kunkel taught her how to sing behind the beat. But even as Ms. Ronstadt and her posse were extending the innovations of the Beatles and the Rolling Stones in the studio, figures like Mr. Dylan and Mr. Young mounted a counter-revolt, stripping down their effects. A new epithet, “overproduced,” entered the debate and then dominated it, with the advent of punk. Ms. Ronstadt made no apologies. “I loved high-fidelity sound,” she said. “I chased it all my life.” And followed it wherever it led — to Broadway (“The Pirates of Penzance”), to the American standards she revisited with Nelson Riddle, to the keening Appalachian harmonies on her “Trio” recordings with Ms. Harris and Dolly Parton, to the Mexican songs that carried her back to her Sonoran roots.
Most of those records sold well and brought Ms. Ronstadt fresh accolades (and Grammys), but they also implied she had eased into the upholstered wastes of “adult contemporary.” Even hits she recorded with Aaron Neville seemed studies in mellifluousness, without sharp edges. She seemed in self-exile from the action.
Her memoir is a reminder of how close to the epicenter she once had been. She opened for the Doors (and was unimpressed with Jim Morrison) and toured with Mr. Young, whom she reveres. A highlight of the book is her account of an all-night jam with Mr. Parsons and Mr. Richards, Mr. Parsons disappearing at intervals to ingest more drugs. At one point, Mr. Richards played “Wild Horses,” a new song he had written with Mick Jagger for the next Stones album. Mr. Parsons begged to record it ahead of them. To her astonishment, Mr. Richards complied.
The subtitle “Musical Memoir” signals what Ms. Ronstadt’s book is about, but also what it’s not about — the hedonistic excesses of the pop star’s life. She sidesteps the rampant drug use, though in conversation she acknowledged, “I tried everything,” including cocaine, which she did to such excess that she needed to have her nose cauterized, twice. For Ms. Ronstadt, who was often the only woman on the bus and in the hotel, those were not always happy times. “All the men chased girls,” she said. “They were good guys,” she reflected. “Well, no they weren’t. They were cowboys. They were gunslingers.”
But many remain good friends, as do most of the celebrated boyfriends, like Jerry Brown, with whom she was so close, during his first time as governor, that she was sometimes called “the first lady of California.” And yet, keeping the vow of “I Never Will Marry” (a duet she recorded with Ms. Parton), Ms. Ronstadt is single, though she has two children, ages 22 and 19, who share her three-story home. “They can’t believe I had a life before them,” Ms. Ronstadt said, almost shrieking with laughter. “I live a very quiet life here, nothing like I did.”
Later, she perched on her front stoop, awaiting the taxi she had summoned via an iPhone app for a quick tour of her neighborhood and her favorite spots on the Presidio, where she still walks, though her limit is now 30 minutes. She suddenly remembered that Ms. Harris was coming to town and had invited her to join her on at least one song. Ms. Ronstadt had to say no, because of the Parkinson’s.
“Every time Emmy comes to town, I wish I could get up on stage with her,” Ms. Ronstadt said. “I know I’d be allowed to, but I can’t do it.” Instead she will sit in the audience “and think the notes I’d be singing” in earlier times.
“I have no choice,” she added, withheld passion at last surging to the surface, just as it does in the songs she made her own. “If there was something I could work on, I’d work on it till I could get it back. If there was a drug I could take to get it back, I would take the drug. I’d take napalm. But I’m never going to sing again.”
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